It's 1:55 am. I can't sleep. It's not just that I can't sleep, I'm WIDE AWAKE. I wish Andrew was awake. I wanna talk to him right now. I feel like I didn't even see him today. It's going to be like that this semester on Tuesdays and Thursdays - very different from the past year and a half. We're so used to being with each other every waking moment of our day...this is going to be a big change.
I'm turning 21 next Friday. In some ways, it's exciting, in others, it's kinda frightening. I mean, who ever thought that I would be 21? I mean, not that I thought I'd never turn 21 (although I did go through most of high school thinking that I was going to die before I turned 20). It's just weird thinking about being 21. I feel like just yesterday I was dreaming about the day I turned 16, reading Sweet Valley High books, wishing I was one of the twins. But now I'm older than the Sweet Valley High twins. On top of feeling like I'm growing up too fast, I'm due to graduate in a year. Yeah, perfect timing. I feel almost overwhelmed with feeling like I have no control of my life. Yees...just what I needed.
On a brighter note, I saw Chicago tonight. It's a great show, everyone see it. It rightfully deserves every Golden Globe nomination it got last week. I mean, come on...Richard Gere and Catherine Zeta-Jones are in it for cryin' out loud...they're hot!