Andrew and I went to the mountains with Bob and Gretchen for the past couple days. It was really nice after I got over the fact that we were in the mountains where there's pretty much nobody around. I kinda freaked out when we went into the house, and there were no curtains. All the windows were exposed to the outside, even the sliding door that led to the deck from our room. It's not like anyone could really see us or anything (unless they were standing in the woods...and that's just creepy). We basically sat around and ate, drank, played card games and board games, watched movies and such. It was really nice to spend a relaxing couple days with friends. Plus we got to meet Gretchen.

Yesterday on the way back from the mountains, I sort of had this epiphany. I really need to figure out what I want to do with my life for the next couple years, not just for me, but for the people in my life that my decisions will affect. Reality's starting to set in...I'm only getting older no matter how much I want to stay young and without responsibilities. Thinking about 25 makes me want to throw up, but it's not like I can stop that. Sigh...so I guess I'll just have to grow up...damn it...