::Change::

I've always thought of myself as accepting of change. I went through a lot of it when I was younger, so no big deal right? Nope. It's a *huge* deal. So there are a few things in my life right now that's going through some changes. I'd like to say that I'm handling it very well. I'd like to say that I'm enthusiastic about the opportunities. I'd like to say that I'm handling it with grace (hahahaha...right) and dignity. Is that why I got so completely "not myself" on Saturday? I've been a little under the weather for the past few weeks now, and it sucks. I can't decide what I want to do or what I should do. All I know is I want a temporary fix for everything RIGHT NOW. And that's bad. Perhaps decisions will be made for me. That would make life a whole lot easier.