Darien and I just had a coaching with Mr. Najar. I asked him about the seating for this next concert, and he said that he's going to keep the first couple rows of first violins the same. DAMNIT!! I don't want to sit there anymore. I don't want to sit on the outside, I don't want to play the first violin part to Pines of Rome, I don't want to play the Beethoven...argh. WHY?!

*Ahem*...anyways, I talked to Victor a little bit this morning. I miss him :( I've just been feeling like there are a lot of people that I want to see and talk to and spend time with, but I can't. They're not here. They don't want to be here.

That makes me sad :(