We have our second visit to Hull Middle School tomorrow. I'm kinda nervous. Last week wasn't that great, and I have a feeling that this week isn't gonna be all that great either, especially since Dr. Marshall's gonna be looking for a better lesson plan. This really makes me wonder if I should do this for a living. Can I handle it? Will I be able to do this if I'm by myself in a class of 40+ students who blank looks on their faces, not having a clue as to how to play the pieces of wood they're holding in their hands? I don't think I could do it. I don't think I could handle it. It's too hard. I'm not cut out to be a teacher...what am I doing as an ed major? What am I doing as a music major in general?? Damnit...I'm gonna have a freakin' nervous break down.