Lately, I've been thinking about what's going to happen after this year. Andrew and I have talked about it, Victor and I have talked about it. Both of them seem so sure of what's going to happen. They both want to go to grad school for specific things. I want to go to graduate school too, but I don't know what for. Mr. Doemel, the guy that I'm student teaching with, was like, "Do performance for your masters...it's the easy way out, you just give a couple recitals and that's it." Yeah, that's actually what I want to do. I prefer performing over teaching. But I'm not good enough! Will I EVER be good enough?

The RNC is in New York City this year. That's pretty stupid. They're having a party for the people that want to kill anyone that's not white in the most accessible city in the world. Good job, guys...